Hello loves
I wanted to share with you all some personal things that have been going on in my life. It may explain the lack of creativity and blogging on here.
About two months ago I lost my job and have been job hunting ever since. It is hard out there and I still have had no luck. The biggest thing is that my boyfriend of a little over 3 years is gone. Well we are no longer together. It's over. I am still in shock and completely devastated. He was my whole entire world and I loved him so much. He ended up just not being happy with me so now its all gone and over with. It has been extremely hard on me. I have been trying to stay busy but its hard when i literally have no friends and no one to hang out with. Especially not having a job to keep me occupied. I have never wanted a job so badly in my life. I cant eat, I cant sleep and I've lost more weight within the past week then I should have.
My days are getting easier and im not so much as sad, but trying to fill this giant void in my heart seems impossible. I know he doesnt want me back in his life and I have to accept that. I want him to be happy.
So if you have any suggestions to cope with this that would be awesome. Also if you are local I could really use some new friends and new memories. I am an easy going person and am down to do mostly anything, even if its just sitting around watching movies.
Thanks for all of your support and your love. I love our blog we have here and I hope that soon I will be able to get back to some awesome blogging. I have been trying to keep myself off of the internet because it is too tempting to look at his flickr and websites so i have been staying away from the internet.
Have a great weekend everone!
♥Cassidy
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:( I'm really sorry love. I know that gut-wrenching feeling all too well and even though it takes every cell of energy just to BREATHE, eventually, things will be okay. Hang in there. I would suggest taking a trip somewhere, anywhere just to get out of town and clear your head.
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aww, cassidy! i'm so sorry to hear about this, dear. i wish i lived closer so that we could hang out.
you need time to heal your heart. sometimes a movie and a good ol pint of ben and jerry's is your best friend. you hang in there. try talking walks, visiting a park.
i wish i had some more advice for you. much love coming at you!
xoxo
Hugs, Cassidy! I finally got a job a couple of months ago after being unemployed for over a year. It sucks! Now that I have a job I wish I had taken better advantage of my time off, but it's hard to enjoy yourself and go on trips when you are stressed and money is tight. Take trips and hang out with friends and family as much as you can. Maybe work on some business goals or something to take your mind off things? Or work on those projects you never had time to do before? Sorry to hear about your bf too but I know there's someone out there who will love and appreciate you and you deserve that! We love you!
Sorry to hear this Cassidy, am not near you (not even on the same continent) but I just wanted to give you a big hug
~Marieka
Hang in there. I'm going through a similar thing with the boyfriend. I started taking a class doing metalsmithing, it was always something I wanted to do. It will get better, I promise. :)
I'm so sorry to hear this! That's really rough. I'm in Elk Grove. I have two kids and I'm a SAHM, but if you don't mind the kiddos, I can hang out any day. Or I'm free on Sun, Mon, Tues when my hubby is off work.
Aww hun! I'm so sorry that this is all going on at once for you! I'm not local (I live in MI) but if you need someone to talk to online, I'm on most of the time when I'm home.
That might not be what you are looking for but if it is, I'm here.
Hi Cassidy,
I'm sorry to hear about the tough time you're going through. My best advice is to stay busy, maybe go to the library and take out some new craft books and learn something new. I've also found that going for walks regularly is a good antidote for the blues.
Best, Felicity
Hi Cassidy,
I'm sorry to hear you're going through a rough time. My best advice is to stay busy. Maybe go to the library, find some new books, learn some new skills, new projects. I've also found regular walks a re a good antidote for the blues. Best to you.
-F
I'm sorry to hear that life is kind of sucky right now. I would definitely just try to stay as busy as you can. Maybe you can really use this time to work on some new crafting projects and growing your little business. We should plan an outing sometime in Sacramento or even Elk Grove. I just got back in town, but I'll try to e-mail you and maybe we can do something soon.
Oh hun that is horrible! I had actually just checked on here today to see if there was word on the job hunt....I am sorry to hear you are having such a hard time. If you want to write letters again (we don't need happy mail!) Id be happy to be your long distance shoulder to cry on! I love writing letters. You have my email if you need it.
PS: the trick to getting over it....different for everyone but all I can say is time hun. It will take time. be patient with your heart as it takes the time it needs to heal
Hun, u b strong. Visit ur family often during this period. I've had this experience once & it changed me, a lot. the impact of this made me a different person now. last time, wht i did was i moved to another city, got a new job, met new friends. i didn't know how easy it was for people to accept me. if this didn't happen, i'm probably still a person who will just stay at home & basically do nothing & knows no one. find a happy song/ theme song that u love the most. dance to it whenever u can. trust me, it's the best therapy. hun, everything happened for a reason. life is more beautiful when u're single again..so, enjoy it!
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